Worry

Again the time has come to worry about bills and how to pay for things.....it happens at least 2 times a month I guess....being a stay at home mom does not bring in any income in case you didn't know. I say every time that I'm thankful God provides for us...and He has. Every time our bills get paid and we have food. I tell myself to give God my worries because he has more than proven Himself faithful to provide. BUT I seem to take some back b/c I always worry. It's convicted me today....like I'm saying yes I trust you God..but maybe I should worry too just in case. I think it makes God sick to have me worry over something he has complete control over. I struggle with giving God everything but trying to hold on control so I can feel in control of things.

God please help me give you everything and lay it at your feet and LEAVE it there! Thank you for your provision for my family and for allowing me to stay at home with my wonderful kids you have given for me to guide in life.